(photo courtesy Jeff Stahla)
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Some things were obvious: my harp, music-in-progress notes, computer, favorite photos, toothbrush and a change of clothes. Then other things...the chain saw, in case trees fall over the road and we can't get in/out; my small file cabinet, which has important papers (like proof of house insurance!); our passports (I'm a travel addict).
The next day, we were allowed to return, briefly, that day to get our truck. Naturally, we thought, "We'll load it up!"
Here's where it got interesting: We got to the house, looked at each other and said, "What do you want to take?" Walking around the house, we couldn't come up with much. I love my books and plants, but, they are all replaceable. Ditto for almost everything else. We realized there was nothing else that we cared about all that much. In fact, it occurred to me that it would almost be a relief to NOT have most of our stuff. (And we're not talking about a lot of stuff....our house is just over 1,000 square feet.)
Einstein once said something like,"Each of my possessions is like a stone in my pocket, weighing me down." I feel inclined to agree- and it was interesting to have such a visceral experience of it.
We didn't get long to ponder this. As we were loading a box of paintings (irreplaceable-painted by friends and family), a wall of smoke engulfed us. Time to go. Having no way to know where the fire was, we had to assume it was close. So, we left with an almost-empty truck.
It's true that, without insurance, we would have been urgently motivated to take necessities - cooking pots, blankets, clothes, and so on. And I don't for a moment dismiss the deep pain and loss suffered by many people who did lose everything in that fire. My prayers go to them daily. I just found it interesting to observe that the idea of less stuff was so liberating to me.
What do you all think? If you had an hour to pack your car, what would you take?